But then I tap myself saying, "Don't react as if you have the biggest problems in the world. Remember, you're still a kid. ."

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Sometime soon. Back with my diet because of the pic and... :"p

If you're still awake, I just want to say I miss you. - Rollyn

Seems like I have friends whom I need to reach out. :)

The number of people around you won't guarantee that you are cared. Sometimes, it is more than that..

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Sometimes I wish I stay in my own house.
Sometimes I wish I have my own house or in a condo.
Sometimes I wish I live in my own.
Sometimes I wish I am responsible for myself, for whatever I eat and whatever time I wake up.
Sometimes I wish I know how to take care of myself.



Sometimes I wish I stay with my parents. Even just with my parents.
So that I can feel what it is like to be the first priority.

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And by that, I was reminded..





..that I miss Photography.

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Nang naremind samin na magbespren kami..
Ryan: Ouch. Paforward sakin?
Kimiko: Yess nakaglobe :))
Ryan: Ganyan ang cute.
Kimiko: Parang di naman?
Ryan: Salamat sa supporta chizi haha
Kimiko: Ay best friends nga pala tayo :))))
Ryan: Salamat naalala mo.

Nang nag-overnight kila Kevin ng di sya nakasama..
Ryan: Balita dyan? Haha.
--la reply--
Ryan: Ah. Ang saya naman nakakainggit.
Kimiko: Chizi. Kelangan mo ba ng kausap? Magaunli ako. :))
Ryan: Nope wag na. Kailangan natin magfocus orayt? Galingan nyo!
--la reply ulit--
Ryan: Chizi makulit bako? Maharot? Galawgaw? o Cute?
--la reply--
Ryan: Ay di ka nga pala unli. Save mo nalang sa inbox mo yung message tapos tom mo nako sagutin. :)
--la reply ulit--
Ryan: Is there something wrong with me?
A) Nope, you just need to see a psychiatrist.
B) you are awesome
C) yeah, you're crazy but its cool.
D) leave us alone.

Pakisagot ng mahinahon at walang sama ng loob at galit sa puso.

Nang napagusapan randomly ang pencil at eraser..
Kimiko: Sa tingin ko, bakit pa iaasa ang pagdodrawing sa isang pencil kung di naman ako siguradong magagamit ko yun sa pagdodrawing forever? Ang value nakikita after some time at kapag nalaman na ang worth. So in short, you can value anything you want. What if Monggol lang pala yan at di ka aware na may Staedtler pala?

Ryan: Salamat chizi! Nilinaw mo ngayon sa akin na dapat nakong matulog at bumili ng Staedtler bukas. Joke. Yeah. Thanks. Sana lang di bumalik yung pencil at makita ko ulit kapag may Staedtler nako.

Kimiko: Kapag may Staedtler ka na, malalaman mo parin naman kung alin ang mas magandang gamitin sa pagdodrawing. ;p Malay mo, Faber Castell pala. :)))

Ryan: Oh malay mo yung monggol padin talaga? Di sa pinipilit ko yung pencil na made in china na yan pero bukas lang ako sa posibilidad ng buhay.

Kimiko: Gaya ng nangyari sa eraser ko, saka mo malalaman ang totoo sa hindi kapag tunay mo ng natanggap na di mo na mahahanap ang monggol. Kasi madalas, kapag open ka pa din sa posibilidad ng buhay, patuloy ka lang aasa at maglolong sa monggol.

Ryan: So acceptance is the key? Sabagay, di ako makakakita o titingin sa mga Staedtler o Faber Castell kung monggol padin ang hinahanap ko. Tama. Thanks.

Nang napagusapan randomly ang pencil at eraser part two..
Kimiko: Chizi, ankyut ng eraser ko. Nakatagpo na pala talaga sya ng owner nya.
Ryan: Di ka nalulungkot? Kakagising ko lang sorry. Chizi, always remember that something ends, because there is something better lined up in the future.

Nang nawawala ang bristol board nya..
Kimiko: Andun na daw si sir e :(
Ryan: Malamang chizi. Tanghali na o? :(
Kimiko: Onga pala no? >_< Yung bristol nyo ni Trish nasakin a. Ryan: Salamat sa dyos nagparamdam ang bristol ko. :(

Nang naisipan naming magdiet..
Ryan: Lasing ka ba?
Kimiko: Lasing sa Milktea. Sakit sa tyan.
Ryan: Chizi diba pinagusapan na natin to? Na ipapakita natin na tayo ang pinakahot na magbespren haha
Kimiko: Ay nawala sa isip ko. >_< Sige simulan na naten. Una sa lahat, define "hot". :)) Ryan: Hot? Hot=*insert big people here* haha! Kimiko: Itigil na naten ang kalokohang yan.

Nang napatunayan kong may sama padin sya ng loob sa pagkaiwan namin sakanya papuntnag Cello's... :))
Kimiko: San ka nanaman? :))
Ryan: Umihi. Yung totoo? Ayaw moko umihi no? Lagi ka nawawala pag umiihi ako hahaha

Every conversation defines who Ryan is, my Chizi. :) But as he said. there is always deeper about him. And as for me, it is my privilege to know it as his bestfriend. :)

Chizi, I'm proud of you doing that "secret ****". :)) I promise to check it every now and then. :> Kaya pakiayos please? HAHA Thanks for letting me see it as soon as it is done. I'm touched. And because of it, I will never leave you when we go to Cello's again. HAHA And again, I am sorry for that. K? :>

Always remember that I'm always here. Forever and ever, amen. Yes, Mama Mary loves you. :))

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Nang tumawag si Louis at bigla naming naisipang magtawag ng iba pang classmates noon. :))


..sabagay, wala nga talagang sasagot dahil 12am na. HAHA. Thanks to you Bheb. :))



--edit:--
Thanks to Lyka and Jesza! :D

Tignan mo nga naman o. :") Milk tea kahapon, may Captain America in 3d pa. :") Tapos may pasta and sweet corn, with hatid sa pamilya. :") Tapos cute pa ng fb ko. :))


Ngayon naman, first thing in the morning, mababalitaan kong walang prof sa IND. :") So next class ko 6pm to 9pm pa. :") So pwedeng umuwi nako to do the SD plate or mamaya na at matulog muna. Haynako. :")



Thank You Dad, sobra. :")

Dada: "What is your ideal guy?"
Ako: "Yung may car."
Dada: ":))"
Ako: "Yung may sariling car."
Dada: "Ahh, kala ko basta may car lang e. :)))"
Ako: "Tsaka yung hindi tamang hinala. Yung may tiwala sayo."
Dada: "Yun! Yun ang pinakaimportante sa relationship, trust."
Ako: "Tsaka yung understanding. Yung tipong hindi ka man nya maintindihan today, iintindihin ka pa din nya. Hindi yung pinapauna yung galit."
Dada: ":))"
Ako: "Tsaka yung may word of honor at paninindigan!"
Dada: "=))))))"

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Why dwell in the past if you are already living in the present? :)

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Started the day right by waking up early. And wag ka, I woke up early to do my PD label plate, haha! Kaso wala din masyado nangayari dahil ang cute padin ng LAN and wifi sa dorm. :))

Kevin started my day by texting that his in the library. So sabi ko meet up then kain dahil gutom nako. :)) So while taking the brunch, bigla naman nag-announce ang UST na no classes na. :D But then Kevin and I, and our other blockmates, still attented the fine jewelry design competition orientation. Kahit naman wala samin may plan sumali, haha! After that, nagkayayaan na kila Jarvin, sa Taft. :)

Syempre present ako, Claire, Abi and Kevin. Punta ng condo nila Jarvin then Dats Mix tapos nagpakilala si Jarvin ng friends nya. :)) Buti nalang talaga love ako nila Kevin at Claire, haha!

We went back to his condo to play Rockband and bond with Dino, Mark and Justine. Sige, isama na natin si Nico, haha! And then, bonding time. :)) Not in details na. :)) Highlight lang, when Claire meets Nico, hahaha!

After ihatid si Abi sa bahay nila, ako, Claire and Jarvin naman went straight to Trinoma to meet Jerome and Kevin, again. ;)) Mineet kasi ni Kevin ang hs friends nya. So meet up day ang araw nato. :p Then a revelation from Kevin was revealed. HAHAHAHA!



Talked to Mental for Jerome's plate then went to Shangri-La Plaza for Claire's plate - Hobbes and Landes. :) Then dinner. :D We're supposed to go to Eastwood pero nagchange plan cousins ni Claire so napadpad kami sa Timog.

Since nakita namin si Kevin ulit when we returned to Trinoma, nagkayayaan kami (Ako, Jerome, Jarvin and Kevin) sa Music 21 sa Timog. HAHA YEAH, KARAOKE TIME :D had crazy stuff and videos, haha!


And yun, dun din nauwi sila Claire and her cousins. :)) Ayaw lang namin maghiwahiwalay talaga, baket? :)))) Then ayun, kakauwi lang. SAYA :)) Sayang din kasi punta pa sana dito sila Jarvin and Dino to hangout plus Kevin. Iniwan kasi ako ng roommates ko, HUHU. :))


Sabi ko nga tutulog nako. :D :))


PS. Di kami uminom at di ako lasing. :D :))

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"HONESTLY, I MISS YOU. And I miss the times that we're happy, contented and madly in love with each other.



What bothers and breaking me the most is that will we ever be the same again?" - Abi

Don't worry Shobe. You can count on your Atsi on this. I feel for you.. *hugs*

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Dalawang beses mo nako pinapaiyak, My Princess. :)) Sorry na at masyado kita sineseryoso. Stress lang. :))

I wish I can hug my mom too whenever someone walks out of my life. . .

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Now I know the difference of making the day without the first meal and starting the day with your breakfast and your daily vitamin. :D

"Morning is a gift from God. :))" - Insan

Sabi nga sa text ni Insan. :))) Kaya naman ang good vibes ko ata, pagpasok ko palang. Haha. Dont worry, I myself don't know why too. :))

Pinagreport kami ng 5 scenarios sa IND kanina, buti nalang meron nako. At sa kadagdagang dahilan sa pagkagood vibes ko, 2 out of 5 yung nagustuhan ni Sir sa scenarios koo. :D Normally kasi isa lang, so yes, it's a big achievement! :D

Sir Cunanan: "Actually yung kay Kimiko, about that chair, it has a sense no. *blahblahblah*"
Ako: "*turned to Claire* Wow! I make sense! :DD"
Claire: =)))))))))"

Masaya, baket? HAHA

Chris: "You're productive today, Kimiko."
Ako: "I knoooow. :))"
Chris: "Just for today. *poker face*"
Ako: "I knooooooow! :))"

I even got my stock knowledge run on the Logic quiz! :D Nablock kasi ako kasi absent ako last time. Buti pala mabuting nakatulong yung pinamemorize samin, which is malamang makakatulong talaga kaya pinamemorize haha!


After that, went to Trinoma, na MOA dapat. :)) Buti di natuloy, HAHA, sorry Abi. :))) So yun, and dun ko nareceive ang greatest text of the day! :D I can use Accessorize as my model for my prelim plate naaaa! :D HOW LOVING YOU ARE DAD :") Sobrang saya ko laaaaang! :))))


The rest is...history. :))

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Funny how I see a lot of things in my different accounts. :))
But then, this is senseless, became senseless, I know. :)


PS. I am secretive like that.

When this heart started thinking and this mind started beating...

Because there is where they work hand in hand.

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And I'm back to being minimalist. You'll somehow know why after my future posts. :)

First, I'm loving Maroon 5, again.
Second, loving the city pictures, again.
Third, I am stress that's why I changed my blog layout, again.
Fourth, I am busy, again.
Fifth, I am missing ..., again. Or you can't consider this actually.

 



Yes I guess this must be a part of my Reality Checks..
Or maybe this post's title must be 'Again'? :))

Nakita ko yung playlist na ginawa ko before, songs ni Matt Wertz. Wala lang. Naalala ko bigla si Phau. :)) Kasi sya lang nakakarelate sakin tungkol kay Matt Wertz dati. At pareho naming favorite to noon. HAHA

Ethan: "Ateee, ayusin mo na daw yung kama."
Ako: "Sabi ni Mama ikaw ha, rinig na rinig ko! :))"
Ethan: ":))) Kasiiii, di ako marunooong!"
Ako: "E sabi ni Mama ikaw. Kaya mo yan."
Ethan: "*sigaw* Mama, sino mag-aayos ng kama?"
Mama: "Ikaw. Ayusin mo na."
Ako: "*tawang tawa* O seeeee! Ayusin mo naaa! :)))"


--Habang inaayos with pagrereklamo--

Mama: "Magtulungan kayo."
Ethan: "O sabi ni Mama magtulungan daw. Ikaw na maglagay nito, ako maglalagay ng unan."
Ako: "I am helping you kayaaa."
Ethan: "Di moko tinutulungaaaan."
Ako: "I am helping you by guiding you. O eto, ilagay mo don. ;))"
Ethan: "EHHH."
Ako: "Sige, pag di mo nilagay yan, di ko bibigay PSP mo. *tawang nangaasar*"

--tinuloy ni Ethan--
Ako: "Hindi kasi ganyan. Ganto."
Ethan: "*bumaba sa kama* Okey, I will guide you."
Ako: "*tawang tawa* You get the pillows."
Ethan: "You get the pillows. *tawang nangaasar*
Ako: "You get the pillows or I won't give you your PSP? :))"
Ethan: "*kinuha yung mga unan*"


I WON. =))

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Kahapon ko naranasan muli ang kaligayahan sa paghihintay.

Habang nakatayo sa KFC sa may South Station, saka ko napagtanto..

Mahirap maghintay lalo na't di mo alam kung san manggagaling.

Hindi mo alam kung san ka lilingon, kung san ka titingin. Sa dinami dami ng taong namumuhay sa mundo, malilito ka talaga. At malamang ang tanging makikita mo lang e yung mga taong nakapalibot sayo. Pero pano kung madami padin sila gaya ng mga presentadong taong andun sa parehong lugar na kinatatayuan ko? Kelangan bang tignan sila isa isa para malaman kung sino ang katagpo ko?


Wala ang iPod ko non at lowbatt na si iPhone kaya wala akong nagawa kundi ang pagmasdan ang paligid. Hindi mo naman kailangang tignan ang bawat taong andun e. Kundi ang bawat masasayang makikita mo na meron din sa lugar na iyon. Katulad nalang ng...langit. Kaso too sentimental, kaya binilang ko nalang ang bawat bus na dumaan. :P


Sa tagal ng pagdating ng taong hinihintay mo, maaari kang mainis at mapagod. Malamang tao ka e, nakakaramdam ng negatibo. Pero kung titingin ka sa paligid, mapapagtanto mong marami kayo. Mapapagtanto mo na hindi lang ikaw ang may problema sa pagkainip sa paghihintay ng makakasama mo. Mapapagtanto mo rin na madaming naglalakad. At sa dami nila, hindi lahat sakanila may nag-aantay. Kaya tingin ko maswerte padin ang posisyon ko doon, kasi alam ko, sigurado ako, na darating ang hinihintay ko. :)

Minsan delikado din ang magmasid sa paligid habang naghihintay. Kasi madaming factor sa kapaligiran ang makakapagpabago ng isip mo at matuluyan kang mainip sa pagkahintay. Kaya bago mahuli ang lahat, dapat mong maunawaan na ang pagmamasid ay isa lamang bahagi ng paghihintay. Isa lamang itong parte kung saan ay nagpapalipas ka ng oras sa paraang alam mong desidido ka talagang maghintay. Na alam mo, at tiwala ka sa kasama mo na darating sya at tiwala ka sa sarili mong maghihintay ka. Na ang bawat dumadaan, ang maraming dumadaan, sa harapan mo ay bagay na hindi mo na talaga sakop, at hindi na dapat sakupin pa. :)


Sa totoo lang may dalawang bagay pakong natutunan habang naghihintay doon. Ito ang dalawang senyales na dumating na ang hinihintay mo. :>

Una, malalaman mong dumating na sya kapag napasabi ka ng "Hay sa wakas!" sa sarili mo. Negatibo man ito dahil sa sobrang tagal nya o positibo dahil mas nanaig ang saya mo ng dumating sya.

Pangalawa, mapupunto mong sya nga talaga ay dumating na kapag... umalis ka na sa posisyon kung san ka naghihintay. :) Kapag alam mong humakbang ka na papunta sa inyong pupuntahan, kapag alam mong kahit nagpahinga kayo ng onti, kayo parin ay sabay na lalakad. :)


PS. Isa pang saya sa paghihintay e yung alam mo na kung saan papunta ang mga sasakyang dumadaan. O at least alam mo na kung ano pwede nyo sakyan at ano pwede nyo puntahan, haha!

Credits: Buti nalang tagal mo dumating Ate Kaye. :))

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Sometimes, you already know the meaning of something. But you want it to be slapped on your face for you to recognize it.

It's like, you are aware but you want to be sensitive enough.

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"In design, there is no period. Only commas." - Sir Cunanan

Yes, design is endless. Because when you take it away, everything will be senseless. You'll see. :)

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Kapag di mo naintindihan ang isang bagay, hindi mo makikita ang value nya." - Sir Cunanan

Kaya kadalasan, saka ka magsisisi kung kelan tapos na ang lahat. Kasi madalas, dun mo palang nakikita ang tunay na kahulugan ng mga ito. At mapapagtanto mong sayang, bakit mo pa pinakawalan. . (Hi Insans. :P)

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"Because at the end of the day, if you don't know the meaning of what you are doing, you'll get confused on why you are doing it." - Sir Cunanan

Now, just take a moment and meditate on this.

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"Lifetime partnership must be taken seriously. For it will not waste your time when you wait. But it will waste your life when you don't understand it." (Sociology class)

- The best thing I ever heard from Sir O. EVER. :))

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This made me realize that I must be proud of myself bigtime. See, I even wake up this early (5am) to do this Design Theory homework. It is because dorm's LAN is faster in the morning than in any other time of the day. So yeah, SACRIFICE. . like always.

And again, I would like to thank my hanger that is hanging right there at the corner for it inspires me regarding this homework. Truly, blessings come in different packages. :))

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Ayoko talaga ng feeling na magmamadali.









Kaya kanina, kahit na 7am ang class at 7:30am ako nagising, tinuloy ko nalang ang tulog ko.










Dahil ayoko ng feeling ng nagmamadali.

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I'm backreading my posts. And I saw this. And I want to emphasize this.

 DECEMBER yan, tinamad kasi ako kunin exact link. :)) Pakihanap nalang ang "I'm being random again." :)

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Hindi ko sigurado kung naipost ko na ito o hindi pa. Pero..

Aanhin mo ang ilang taong paghihintay kung ang bagay na pinakamamamahal mo naman ay mapapasayo panghabang buhay? :)

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"Maraming bagay sa buhay mo ang nagiging rason para lumigaya ka. Kaya maraming bagay dyan sa buhay mo ang pwede mong tignan at bigyan ng atensyon para maging masaya ka. :)" - chopsticksmoineng.blogspot.com

Date: Sept. 07, 2010 07:36pm

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Yes, bumili nadin ako kanina ng Jap-Eng Dictionary. :) Actually part sana sya ng Eat.Pray.Love ko, kaso super late na. :)) Kaya ayun, personal choice nalang din. :)

GOAL: At the end of the year, I must know how to construct sentences in Japanese form/language. :) And of course, I must know how to write it down na. :)

Ewan, sometimes I see myself living there. Well, maybe.

Feeling ko, etong araw na to ang pinakaadventurous sa lahat these days. :)) UST - LUNETA - OCEAN PARK - MONUMENTO - UST - DORM

Alam mo yung feeling na magwo"walk on the white lines" ka mag-isa kahit na naalala mong may kasama kang magwalk on the white lines nung huli mong punta don? :) Tapos dadaan ka sa Chinese Garden dahil sa pinsan mong nagpapatulong ng interior design para sa project nila? Cute lang. :)) Cute cute. :)

So this day ko din nafeel ang pagiging professional through ideas and by talking to the executive management of Ocean Park by asking permission for the project. Nakakatuwa lang. :") Ang saya pala ng feeling non? Naexcite na ko tuloy magtrabaho. :)) At sa kaexcite-an ko, bumili ako ng Jap-Eng Dictionary. HAHA Wala lang. Separate blog yan later. ;p


Ang tunay ko talagang pakay e ang reality check ko kanina sa cab. Naligaw kasi ako. :)) Ako na feeling Dora the Explorer na alam lahat ng daan, haha. So papunta ako ng Trinoma pero LRT1 sinakyan ko. E sa feeling ko na malapit lang ang Monumento station sa Trinoma e. Bat ba? :)) Pero syempre naman narealize ko na sobrang layo nya pa pala, haha So from there, nagcab nako hanggang Trinoma. BUT THEN...



Kyut lang ni kuya dahil nakatake advantage sya sa pagka-BV ko sa byahe. :)) Pagkasakay ko sa cab nya, saka ko lang napagtanto na ang sinabi nya pala e 200 from there to Trinoma. At saka ko lang narealize rin na sira ang kanyang aircon, pati ang kanyang window. :)) E wala na, pagod nako at bv, go na lang. Naunahan ng pagkaBV e. *sigh*

At dun ko napagtanto na marami ka palang maireregret kapag pinauna mo ang mga negatibong feeling na meron ka sa sitwasyon. Alam mo yung mapopoint out mo na nagpagod ka lang? Na mukhang worth it pero ang totoo e pinilit mo lang isipin na worth it para di ka manghinayang ng todo? Na kung tutuusin, nakakapanghinayang talaga? Na at the end of the day, maiisip mong sana pala bumaba nako. Sana pala, di ko na tinuloy. Na sana, nag-isip muna ako ng mabuti bago gumawa ng desisyon.


Oo, dyan kasi tayo magaling. Sa pagdedesisyon ng basta basta. At ano, pagtapos ng lahat, mapapagtanto mong ang mga bagay na sana'y tinatamasa mo ay wala at ang nandyan na lang e yung choice na sa totoo lang considered as "no choice". Dun din naman mauuwi ang lahat, sa pagsisisi. 



Kaya ayun. Pagkauwi ko, di nako nagcab. Nagjeep nako. Kasi wala namang cab kaninang dumaan na malinis, comfortable enough at may malamig na aircon. :P

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Nakakalungkot isipin na ang mga dati nyong ginagawa ay ginagawa mo nalang mag-isa, o ginagawa nya kasama ang iba. Yung tipong mapapaisip ka nalang kung mas masaya ba syang ginagawa yun ngayon ng hindi ka kasama.. hanggang sa mapapahinto ka, mapapangiti, at mapapasabi sa sarili na...

"O, tama na. :) Tapos na e. Hindi mo na dapat iniisip yan dahil alam mong di lang ito makakatulong. :) *sabay imaginary tap sa sariling balikat*"

Yun yon e. Sabay mang-aasar ang iTunes mo dahil bigla magpeplay ang Home ni Brian Mcknight habang tinatype mo ito. :))

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And we will always get back to ourselves and ask this..

Are you happy now?

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Honesty is best served with sincerity.

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"To end the day, I just wanna say, I love this day. :)" - Mhiksnmatch (via Twitter)

I swear. This day made a pure happiness in my heart. :)) Funny how I see my crushes and funny how we, FF, spend our break just by tripping and laughs. That refreshing feeling that the big plates were over and that secured feeling that I already have my allowance in hands! :)) The greetings and texts of my loving Dada and Mama B. And feeling of being independent. :)

That feeling of waking up in the morning and going to bed at night without any worries in your mind and heart because you know that He loves you so much to give you such things. :")

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'Cause I'm seriously doing it. :))

Wala lang. May mapagkaabalahan lang. Matry lang. :)) So yeah, eating for a cause thingy is real. :>

Now I'm done with the "EAT." So if ever you see me fat, that's the result that I am proud of. :> Because I enjoyed that part a lot. HAHA Good thing that I am so stressed out by my plates and by my imbalance act of love to plates so my eating habit these days is reasonable. :))

So now, it's "PRAY." Although this "pray" thing is always part of my life, I think I need to make something special about this. Let me see.. :>

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Today, I realized, fake cannot bring endless joy.


I am so happy that finally my shoes is done! :) Actually, it is "almost" done because the sole isn't finish yet. But still, you can see my design already. :D After the rides from UST to Marikina, the times we get haggard by finding the places we need to go, the materials we need to buy, and the decisions we need to make, atlas! We have the results in our hands! :D

But the thing here is, I got the happiness because I already see the fruit of MY LABOR, the result of MY EFFORTS. Even if it is not real, even if it is just a prototype model for my designed shoe, I still have this happiness in my heart for I did it with full efforts! Add sleepless nights, bad vibes, hassle, crashed sched to that. But I wondered, what if I bought that shoe, will I be happy with it knowing that it is fake? Yes, it is the original design, the original idea, but it is not an original shoe. Will it be really worth the price?


Sometimes we tend to be deceived by just looking to the situation, I mean, by not understanding things. We tend to give reasons and answers for something based on what we feel at the moment. Sometimes we think that imitation, pretension or artificial will make us happy till forever. But we oftentimes feel that way just because we exerted effort on it.

But look on this, when you weigh things out, which will be happier, doing a fake one or doing the original? Which will be worth the wait, having the fake or being with real?


We always need to think twice before making a choice. Because sometimes, when we get driven by our current emotions, we choose something that makes us happy at the present, without thinking in advance.

And putting your choice in temporary (the fake one, obviously it doesnt last) is like putting a water in a broken glass. It can only hold for a period of time, but it wont last. And when that time comes, it will just leave us empty.

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being sabaw too. :))

Claire: What if my ad is like this. . there is Rapunzel, but with a short hair. Then my shoes is climbing in a ladder.
Kevin: That's nice! Okey yun.
Kimiko: Or what if your shoes is climbing in a ladder, then lagpas the earth. Then there's "Sky's not the limit."
Claire: "Lagpas kay Rapunzel? *disappointed face*"
Kimiko: =))))))

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Exact words. :))

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- Dahil one cab away lang ang mga nais mong puntahan. :)) I mean, one tricycle away pala. :))
- Full of mystery. Paikot ikot lang pala ang daan. Mapapagtanto mo nalang sa sunod na, "Ay, sa likod lang pala to nung kanina?"
- Masarap sa Kusina ni Kambal! Eat-all-you-can pa. :)) So eating for a cause ulit, haha!
- Sama sama sa isang lugar ang magkakapareha. Dito ang mga swelas. Dito ang mga tela. Dito ang mga fried chicken.
- Kapag nawawala ka na, may isang cute na lalaking mag-aapproach sayo at magtuturo ng daan nyo. :))
- Friends friends ang mga tao. :)) I mean, kilala nila ata ang bawat isa sa first name. Yung tipong pag sumakay na ng jeep at sabihin mong kila "Eng", ituturo nila mismo sa drayber na tabi yun nila "Tabo". :))
- Walking distance lang ang mga pagkain. :))
- Dahil si Kuya pa ang nagpapameryenda. HAHA.
- Dahil hindi ka mahuhuli sa LRT. Laboo. :))

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Totoo nga. Ang lovelife e nakakasira sa pag-aaral. :)) Nakakawalang mood kapag depressed, napapa-cut ng class kapag uber saya. Haynakooo :)) Kaya okey lang yan Kevin, k? :)

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"You'll hate how disinterested I am." - Mhiksnmatch (via Twitter)

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Nang inasar ako ni Ryan sa kantang to. E kung asarin din kaya kita neto, ha? :)))

Dahil bigla kong naalala ang linyang.."Hanggang kelan ka ba ganyan? Hindi mo ba alam na walang pupuntahan?"


Parang yung quote lang sa #213. Hindi ko alam kung ako ba ang dapat kumanta neto kahit nafifeel kong dapat ko din syang kinakanta. O baka naman mas damhin ko nalang na alam kong may kumakanta nito para sa akin? :) At dahil dyan, salamat sa kanila. :)

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"Ang babae, parang Barbie lang yan. Pwede mong paglaruan at itapon kapag nagsawa ka. Pero tandaan mo, ang tunay na lalaki, hindi naglalaro ng Barbie."

Thanks Te Drei. :)

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It is when you're in the midst of pressures, you still have lots of things to be thankful for. :)

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Ayoko ng simpleng istorya.


Ayoko sa istorya na, basta meron lang. Na ordinaryo at kayang maikwento ng iba. Ayoko sa istorya na basta basta. Gusto ko yung pinag-isipan, yung nilagyan ng desisyon at paninindigan.

Ayoko sa istorya na meron ako, para lang may maikwento. Ayokong gumagawa ng ingay. Kasi gusto ko, yung istorya ko, pribado. Limitado lang ang nakakaalam para hindi pasukin ng mga isyu ng ibang tao. Yung tipong pag-aagawan nila ang bawat detalye ng kwento mo. :>

Ayoko sa istoryang cheap. Yung pangit ang intro. Yung saka nalang babawi kung kelan climax or ending. Ang gusto ko e simula palang, epic na! Yung tatatak talaga sa utak ng bawat makakaalam. Yung tipong umpisa palang, tutok na sila sa sobrang exciting.


Gusto ko ang istorya ko hindi mababaw. Kasi gusto ko yung seryosong kwento, yung tunay na istoryang mapapanindigan ng mga bida. Hindi ito madugo, pero iiyak ka. Maiiyak ka dahil kahit hindi ikaw ang bida, mararamdaman mo ang bawat emosyon na andun sa sitwasyon - negatibo man o positibo.


Gusto ko yung istoryang madadala ang bawat manonood. Yung intense! :D Yung tipong mapapareact ka. Ngunit mas maganda kung ang reaksyon e puro positibo. Yung iiyak nga sila dahil natouch. Yung mapapasigaw dahil sa kilig. Yung mapapangiti dahil sa pag-iisip. Yung mapapatawa sa sobrang saya.


Gusto ko din ng drama sa aking istorya. Yung tipong kapag nasa dramahan na, mapapasigaw ang isang manonood na "Magbati na kasi kayo!" o di kaya'y "Bakit nyo kelangan maging ganyan? Sumisikip na ang dibdib ko sa lungkot. :'(".


Ang gusto kong istorya, yung kasali ang mga manonood na binigyan ko ng entrance pass para manood. Kasi sila ang makakakita ng istorya e. Sila ang nakakaalam ng good and bad points nito. Sila ang nagrereview. Sila ang nagbibigay ng comment para mapaganda pa ito. Sila, yung mga eksklusibong tao sa buhay ko.


Ang gusto kong istorya, yung tipong hihilingin ng aking leading man na magkaron pa ng part 2. O di kaya'y ng Sequel. Yung tipong magdadahilan sya ng magdadahilan para magkaron ng kasunod...para hindi matapos. :) Yung kahit wala na sa stage, at hindi parte ng script, tuloy padin ang kwento, tuloy padin ang istorya. :)

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Ano kaya sa susunod? :))

Thursday.
Natupad nadin ang pagdadala ni Insan ng Cello's Doughnuts for us. At sa kasamaang palad, oreo kasi ang nakuha ko. Which is, mas masarap pala ang cheese. E sorry, ubos na. So di napakali ang tyan ko. Bigla ko naisip na kapag pinauwi kami ng maaga, punta ng Cello's para bumili ng cheese. HAHA. Pinalabas kami ng 4pm at 6pm pa next class si nag-go kami. Kaso may isang misunderstanding ang nangyari which lead to pagtatampo na di ko na ikekwento. :)

Habang nasa jeep, naikwento ni Claire ang tungkol sa Zark's Burgers. Since dun din ang punta, naisip ni Abi na magpabili nalang kami kay Jarvin ng Cello's at magkita kita sa Zark's. At dun na namin nalaman ang capacities sa pagkain ng isat isa. :))







Friday.
BINATI NA KAMI NI CHIZI. HAHAHA :DD Wala, highlight of the day ko yan e. :))

Ate Kaye and I met naman at Festival Alabang for dinner then went home. :)


Saturday.
The grabe day. :)) But I totally love this day! :)

Woke up by 4:30am. Prepare. Then Dada fetched me by 5:40am. Went straight to Pasay kasi Starbucks is closed pa. Met Ate Smile in the terminal then straight to Wensha Spa. Sobrang bilis lang ng pangyayari. :)) Good thing nagpamassage kasi sobrang yun ang kelangan ko sa puntong yon, haha!Ate at Gerry's sa MOA. Drive thru at Krispy Kreme. Then brought Atsi and her mom sa airport going to Palawan.


I sincerely got sad nung umalis na sila. :|

Went to Tatay Jimmy's house because it is his birthday. Had a kulitan moment with lolo. And his wish is so funny and sweet! :D Sobrang love kita Tatay Jimmy. >:D< Met their toy poodle, Frenchie. Went to church, deretcho na till the Battle of the Bands. Ang cute lang ng Paruparo Band. :)


Sunday.
I missed the service. Woke up by 1pm, I guess? Alis ng bahay by 3pm. Meet Jesza at San Pedro Laguna. Then headed to ATC. Lunch (oo, lunch ko palang haha) at Tempura's. Then watched Monte Carlo. Oh I love you Paris. :") Went to Bo's Coffee, dinner ng breakfast meal. Haha! Egg + Bacon + Pancake + Coffee = DINNER KASE. =)) Then sakay na bus to Lawton by 10pm? or 10:30. :))


Then a nakakainis at nakakainit ng ulo moment sa bus. GRR.

Pagdating sa dorm, ligo, tas tulog. :))


Monday.
Went to Marikina after class. :)) Eto yung moment na para kaming Hangover casts. Went to one place, know infos, then ask where we will go after. :)) At the end of the day, we had swatches, right directions, shoe lasts, tiredness and a good sleep. HAHA


Tuesday.
Theo plus PD. Nakakastress sa PD dahil stressed nadin si Miss kaya nagMax's Chicken-all-you-can after. HAHA Grabe lang. We had competition: Meka, Insan, Jerome, Abi, Jarvin, Kevin and I, sumunod nalang si Claire, had the competition of who will eat quarter chicken the most.

Standing:
Ako . . . . . 7
Kevin . . . . 7
Jerome . . . 6
Insan . . . .  5 1/2
Meka . . . . 4
Abi . . . . . . 3
Jarvin . . . . .3
Claire . . . . .1

"Grabe Kimiko. Ano yan, eating for a cause? :o" - Claire

SUPER LAUGHTRIP YUNG GABING YAN. =)) And glad that Kevin is starting to open up his problems with us. :) Kevin, Meka and I walk from Espanya to our destinations. Makabawi lang sa nakain. haha! Had my milk tea with me. Plus, the knowledge that there is really such a Disney Cars tshirt that is suitable for me. :")


Wednesday.
Logic. Oh I love this subject. Got plus 5 in a quiz for arriving early. And got plus 5 in recitation. :> Didn't understand anything in History of  Design, the class after Logic. Went lunch in Isetan, because Abi and I accompanied Claire to pay her silk screen thingy for her shoe. Went back to UST, but I headed to dorm to rest, Claire headed to her house for her cellphone and Abi of course, headed to the classroom. :))

Met FF after their class then we go straight to Kevin's for the overnight. And guess what we finished? Yeah, just the perspective views and floor plans. :)) Di kasi kami aware na Interior Designers din pala kami. :)) No joke. :)




Thursday.
TODAY. :)) We woke up by 8am. Then breakfast na super sarap. :D Insan, Meka and I went home. Now I am here, blogging. :)) Waiting for their call. :))

Will go to Marikina later to start doing our shoes. Literal na "do" ha, as in will make our own shoes from scratch. :)

And we'll see if we can make it till the Math class, again. :))



SOOOOO. DI NAMAN AKO BUSY MASYADO DIBA? :)) GUSTO KO NGA MATULOG NG ISANG WHOLE DAY LANG E. KAHIT ISA LANG PLEASE. :)) Bruises, body pain and headaches are here. Oh well, no choice but to say hello to them too. :))

There's more in life than jealousy. :)

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I am just here, friends. :)

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For you to be contented, know where the necessary and the interest can meet. :)

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..when you realized that you have a "thing" with boys that looks good in black vneck shirts. :))

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Ganyan mafrustrate ang busog na hindi inaantok na kakauwi lang at pagod na hindi makasagap ng internet sa tuktok ng isang building. :|

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Yung tipong babalik ka sa dorm dahil sa kulang ka sa tulog at may sakit ka pa.


..oh well, at least makakapagpahinga.

Kayo na muna ang iisipin ko.

Sorry Logic, HOD, DT at ICG. The rest, give me time. Nakakahilo na kayo. :))


Habang ginagawa tong labels para sa Datu Puti, naalala kong madami palang dapat gawin for shoes and interior. Sobrang sunod sunod at sobrang bibigtime pa. Naisip ko tuloy. Kunwari ganto nalang. Kunwari...nagtatrabahp nako. Tas andami kong clients. Tas andami pang dumadagdag. Pinagkakaguluhan ako. At--okey yun na lang. Feeler na e. :))

God's favour is in me so I shouldn't worry. :) - Mhiksnmatch (via Twitter)

Third year na. Magrereklamo pa ba? :)

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..when you want to be malambing even if you're busy. But the more random part there is when you realized you don't have someone to get lambing with. :))


I am sabaw. But still have a lots of plates to be done. Thank You Dad for these plates! You know how these help me. :)

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"Ang mga taong mapagreact ay laging magrereact kahit walang kareact react." - Dada

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Motto ko sa mga nanggugulo ng buhay ng iba. :))

"I named you "Stress". 'Cause you know what, stress don't have a part in my life."

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One reason:


Because I know how to respect relationships. :)

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Minsan, wala naman talagang umaaway sayo.




Minsan, nagfifeeling ka lang. :)

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"No. We never break up. . . 'Cause we never started." - Adam (No Strings Attached)

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Let him be the man. :)

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The exact thought I have kanina sa bus.

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And this is why I love my family. :")

Isinesekreto pa sakin para di ako masaktan e nakita ko na naman. :) I love you Tita Heids. :)) Strong tayo diba? :)

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Learn twice. Because sometimes, what you defend don't have any sense at all.

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Plates na ang dahilan ng pagpupuyat ko. :))

Di ko alam, idol mo pala ako. HIHI :") Next time, pwede mo palipasin ng ilang araw, k? :)

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